April 27
Okay, I didn't do any of those things. I carried on with life just like normal and here I am almost three months later and three of my charge cards are maxed out and the two others aren't far behind. I have one son son moving to the capital city for an internship. That city with the astronomical rent rates. Another son heading east to his college in the fall who needs a dorm room. A daughter still at home but needs soooo much help that our crap-ass insurance doesn't cover. Oh, you know, and they all like to eat. I still live with my husband roommate. We are not divorced. I can't afford to divorce him or even separate from him. That shit costs money. I have made peace with it. I wish I could say he pays all the bills but no. The house is paid for and he fronts the utilities, but I pay for anything for the kids and me and every cent I make (which isn't much) goes towards those bills. Seriously. I am supporting three kids in a rent/utility
